今天是圣诞节，也是我最开心的一天。
每当圣诞节来临时，我就觉得新的一年就要来了。
数一数，我还有六天的时间。。。过了六天之后，2011就来了
2010年12月25日星期六
2010年12月23日星期四
hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
2010年12月16日星期四
2010年12月12日星期日
黑色星期天
今天我帮我朋友彩图画，起初我以为我可以帮到他的，可是渐渐的我开始觉得自己反而害了他。我真的以为我可以帮到他，我也认为自己可以彩的。但是我太高估我自己了，我看了图画我真的脑袋一片空白，我完全都不知道自己要如何彩。
以前，我的美术天份至少还可以，不是说我很厉害，画得很美彩得很漂亮的那一种人，但是至少我懂得如何彩，如何从深到浅，如何加色是整幅图画好看一些。可是，我今天竟然什么都不会了。我觉得自己真的不知道如何彩图画了，好像小孩子刚学画画的那种情景。
这就证明了人会不断的提升现在所需要的东西，技能，等等。而不断是自己改变，接受新的东西。自然而然，之前的东西就会慢慢的生疏了。最后，什么都不会。就好像回忆，曾经的美好，伤悲都会随着时间而忘记。当现在想回以前的事情，我真的绞尽脑子都很难百分之百想起整件事情。
这比如就好像今天的我，面对图画的时候，我尽然不懂得怎么彩。真失望。。。
2010年12月9日星期四
新学期即将来临
假期快要一个星期了，就表示新学期很靠近了。
我不想那么快结束我的假期，我想要久一点。
可是，我又想见我的乌龟。
我的乌龟不在我身边，觉得很不自在，不习惯。
我在想，若是我的三年课程结束了，回来开始社会的生活，我要怎么去维持我跟他的感情呢？
远距离的恋爱，很快就要我面对了。
我希望我可以胜过一切，可以和他一起。
放假期间，我要traning的公司都还没找到，我要怎么办？
主啊，求你指点我吧！我对自己的前途一片模糊，我希望主可以为我开道路。
2010年12月6日星期一
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